Tagged, yeah. It seems that the only times I'm doing a journal here is when I'm tagged. This time dear Frii-hun tagged me with "What I hate"-taggy. Of course, these "hates" are in no particular order.

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Rules.
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves in their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag backs.

1. I hate impolite and rude people. I like to think myself as a polite person, so I'm offended, when someone suddenly comes and intrudes my personal space. There are some exceptions, like in conventions I can forgive some people, but in real life... Just stay out of MY space and we'll be both much happier. Of course, I'm never going to tell you, when you've crossed the line, but I hope you'll get it, if I suddenly take a step back, change the subject or just become slightly distant. There's no other way for you to know and sometimes... I don't even do those things.

Also, learn some manners! I don’t want to hear your farthing, see you eating your mouth wide open and there are those little nice words like “thank you” and “ please”. Like the saying goes, “You say plz, because it’s shorter than please, I say no, because it’s shorter than yes.”

2. I hate it, when people keep their feelings to themselves. I'm a hypocrite, I know, but I still hate it, when I know that someone's hurting and they refuse to tell me why. I keep my own feelings to myself usually, so I know how unhealthy it is, and I don't want anyone else to brood over them the same way I do. I want to know. There's no other way I can listen or help, whichever you prefer.

3. I hate it, when people don’t respect me, my privacy and what I do. I am myself and no one else. Respect that or fuck off.

Also, you should respect other people, what they do and how they see the world in their eyes. We are all unique people and we should not judge each other simple, because our views on life are different or our skin colors aren’t the same.

4. I hate it, when people claim that “they can’t do something”, just because they think they or their works suck. I admit doing so sometimes myself, but usually I know I can do it if I just put some effort for it. For an example, don’t tell me “you can’t draw” just to get attention or compliments or because you feel sucky at that particular moment. It only annoys me.

Also, I rarely show respect for people, who don’t put any effort in their work, be it cosplay, school work or something else.

5. I hate people, who beg for attention. If I talk to you, it’s a clear sign that I’m giving you attention. If I’m quieter, I might do something either important or just something else that needs focusing. I’m not the most social or talkative person. I do things my own way. Begging for my attention usually just irks me and makes me want to go offline.

And especially, when they start talking about making a suicide because “no one needs them” and “everyone else would be happier without me”. It’s OUR decision if we are happier and you should NOT assume we all hate you just because you feel like you’re trash. No one is trash; everyone has someone they need and someone who needs them. Suicide is the most selfish thing human can do. I hold no respect for someone, who chooses “the easier way”.

6. I hate people, who claim something and then do the other or say something and mean the other. Don’t say “you’re a great person” if you really mean that “I don’t like you, go die”. Just stay away from me, if you don’t like me really. Just because we may have some same friends does NOT mean that we should be friends as well. I have nothing against friends, I can be friends or at least acquaintances with every kind of people, but if you’re just going to laugh at me or talk about me behind my back, just stay away.

This also includes lying in a way. I hate people, who lie. I know, sometimes you lie just so other won’t feel bad… Sometimes, lying in acceptable, at least in my mind. But avoid it in any way you can and never, never, make it a habit.

7. I hate it, when people are irresponsible. I loathe it. There’s no better way to get me mad (or so immensely worried that I grow mad) than being so reckless that they can be called irresponsible. Always look if there come cars, always have enough clothes on and always take care of yourself… Or at least let me take care of you or nag at you

8. I hate it, when people start lecturing me. If I make mistakes, I want to learn from them myself. You do NOT need to start giving me meaningless advices, like “you should’ve done this instead of that”… I probably already know that! If I make a mistake, I usually notice it very quickly. Sure, you can mention it, but don’t start lecturing me. I will ask for further information, if I think I need it.

I know, sometimes I do that myself. I do a lot of these things myself, but we all do them. These are just generalizations!

9. I hate it, when people look down on me or belittle me. It will only make me want to kick you off your pedestal. Also, I think it’s embarrassing, when people look up to me. Of course it’s nice that you’re admired or something, but… How about just being all equals?

I hate also people, who do not treat well others. Never hurt animals, never kill them, never treat those “lower” or younger than you worse than you treat your “equals”. Never treat anyone in a way they don't deserve.

10. Lastly, there is only one thing to say, that is not a “hate”. If you lose my respect, my trust or my loyalty, you can be sure that you may never regain it the way it was before. Sometimes I forget, but won’t forgive… Sometimes I forgive, but won’t forget. And I don’t know which of them is worse.

Funny side, I’m not unforgiving person. I’m just myself and I remember many, many things…

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Not going to tag anyone.

I guess that’s it. I had one “hate” I wanted to add to that 10th place this morning, but I forgot it. It’s a long rant anyhow, so I hope you like it now.

And this is probably the most you hear from me and my mind in dA… As I dislike giving out so much of my feelings on internet. I like to write stories or drabbles that include them, but I never publish them. I wonder, what people would say, if they find them after I die or something… Maybe I should just delete most of them.